I'm sick...like REALLY sick. Well...really sick as far as I'm concerned (since I never get sick). I've got the sore throat that feels thick and swollen. It hurts BAD. I've got the body aches (you know...where your skin actually hurts!), the chills (except at night...that's when the full-on SWEATS come), ear aches in both ears, oh...and lovely drainage. But no fever?!
Anyway...this is the first time I've been sick since becoming a mommy and my, oh my, how things are different. Yesterday, it was all I could do to stay awake at work. I felt
that bad! I wanted to stay home but knew that my boss really needed me in the office. And since I wasn't running a fever, I figured why not. So I make it through the work day and head home. I really,
really wanted to hit the sack as soon as I got home, but now that I'm a mommy, that was/is no longer an option. Once Bella and Sean got home, it was feed Bella, bathe Bella (plus time to splash in the water!), then get her dressed for bed, then bottle, then nighty night. THEN...I had to finish fooling with dinner. *sigh*
I have no complaints, as I wouldn't trade being a mommy for anything in the world. Just really made me realize how much life is different post-Bella! :-)
Oh...and as a side-note...to anyone reading this. DO NOT...I repeat...DO NOT ever got to CVS' Minute Clinic (or at least don't go to the one at Westheimer and St. James Place). AWFUL, I tell ya. The crazy NP did a strep test on me and my God! It was the absolute worst strep test I've ever had. I had to get up and head to the sink because I was *this close* to throwing up. I can whole-heartedly tell you that a Mocha from Starbucks is none too pleasant when it comes back up! The strep test came back as negative, to which the NP explained to me: "This just means I'll have to do another one on you and send it off for further testing" (since apparently the "quick strep" test isn't 100% accurate?!). I promptly told him, "I don't THINK so!" No way was I going to go through that again. And all of this begs the question -- if the "quick strep" test isn't always accurate, why do it? If all negative results will be done again and sent off for further testing, shouldn't you just send all of the tests off instead of trying to test the culture in your lil' clinic? Waste of time if you ask me. Either way...I wasn't going to let him near my throat again.
So tomorrow I've got an appt. at Kelsey-Seybold. Figured if a REAL doctor told me I was fine, then I'd believe her. Until then, I will just keep drugging myself with Sudafed and Advil (which works awesome for my body aches, by the way). And I'll also say a prayer of gratitude for my mom who, undoubtedly, had many days where she felt awful but had to deal with her 2 littles ones all on her own. At least I have Sean to help! :-)